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Post by Satan on Oct 28, 2005 20:38:34 GMT 9.5
Satan sat behind her black painted wood desk. Flames licked at the walls around her from the burning candles. There were portraits and photos of the ones she had loved over the years. She was wearing a crimson halter neck top and black leather pants that had flames licking up the legs and a silver chain or three dangling at the side. Satan looked to be in a bad mood but really she was frightened at hart.
There was a very much freighted man sitting in front of her. But unlike her he was showing it. He was shaking uncontrollably and the folder in his hand made a rustling noise as his hands shook as he passed her it. He was wearing a white coat that was down to his ankles and he had a devise around his neck, the devise had ear peaces in it and a round thing at the end that was to hear people’s heart beats. He was a doctor.
“You know what happens when I open this and it isn’t the way I want it don’t you. Don’t look so scared. So what if I happened to have already killed like what 37 other doctors? Well who’s counting? You will have the right answer wont you. I got bored blowing up those little devises every time it came up with the wrong answer. You know the drill.” Satan explained to the doctor who looked like he would faint at any time.
Satan pulled out the little x-ray that had the picture off her insides. It was in her womb and inside you could see the very small makings of a child. “Crap.” Satan said under her breath. “DO YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY?” Satan screamed at the doctor who just tried to go backwards further into the chair. He was so scared for his life. “Please, Satan! It isn’t my fault it came up like that. We can get rid of it easy enough. Please just give me a chance!” The doctor begged. But Satan knew it would be impossible to get rid of it. It is her child and if she didn’t kill the doctors who were trying to get rid of it, the baby would. Satan just waved her hands in defeat and the doctor went up in smoke.
“So it is true.” Satan grumbled under her breath. “It’s not just going to go away. Crap what am I going to tell Beezlbub?”
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Post by Beezlbub on Oct 29, 2005 5:21:05 GMT 9.5
And at that moment there was a knock on the door. Beezlbub was waiting on the other side, smiling contently. He has had a wonderful day up until now and he figured he he would make it better by talking to Satan.
He was dresses as normal, a black trench coat, red shirt, black pants. The tips of his fingers were poking out of the sleeves of his coat, revealing sharpened nails. Today he was sporting black hair, some pushed over his left eye, hiding it.
When no answer came after a few seconds Beezlbub knocked again. "Satan, love? Are you there?" He knew she was, Satan's secretary had told him she was in, yet she was seeing people all day. He figured it would be considerate to knock instead of walking if, just in case she was in the middle of a conversation.
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Post by Satan on Oct 29, 2005 16:20:01 GMT 9.5
Satan hered the nock on the door and senses strait away that it was Beezlbub. She quickly straitened up, she didn’t know what to do. She could just ignore it and act busy or she could invite him in. She sat behind the desk, she knew if he came in he would sense strait away something was up and he needed to know sooner or later because it was going to be his as well.
Satan’s mind was racing Do I tell him now or do I wait? I could orb out but he would soon catch up to me. Knowing Satan didn’t have a lot of time to sit and ponder about it she decided she would be best to tell him. The Door swung open to reveal her lover. Satan could feel the tears that could never come swell up inside of her. How could she have let this happen?
“What do I owe this visit to?” Satan asked deciding she would ease in. She realized that she had to blurt it out though. “IM f***ING PRGNANT BEEZLBUB!” She screamed then quickly shut her mouth and put her hands over her mouth. Satan couldn’t believe what she had just done but she couldn’t undo it. She just sat and waited for his response.
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Post by Beezlbub on Oct 29, 2005 17:55:28 GMT 9.5
Beezlbub stood there, framed in the doorway. He was smiling when the door opened but the moment the words pregnant were said his face fell, his eyes were open as if he had just been slapped in the face. He stared at Satan for almost a full minute before speaking.
"P-pregnant?" He stammered. "You're pregnant!? I- I-" He was going to ask if it was his, but he knew it was. He knew deep down that he was going to be a father. 'How could she be pregnant!?' He thought franticly. Why is she pregnant!? How did this happen!?
He looked at Satan again, still staring, still in the doorway. He took an uneasy step forward and moved into the room, yet he didn't take another step again. He didn't know what to say, he felt sick, he felt afraid.
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Post by Satan on Oct 29, 2005 20:58:02 GMT 9.5
Satan sat in her chair in complete silence. She didn’t know what to say, what could she say. Nothing she could say could make Beezlbub calm. Nothing she could say could even make her feel better other then the next doctor was to say that it wasn’t so.
Satan looked into Beezlbub’s eyes and knew what he was thinking. She could tell him exactly how this could happen but thought better to keep that to herself at this point in time. Right now she needed for him to tell her the truth of how he felt about the whole mess. Would he stay or would he abandon her. Though he had little chance of living if he would go but she needed him to at least tell her how he felt.
Satan looked into her lovers eyes. This would really tell Satan how much he loved her. Satan remembered finding out about him and Sierra and how upset she had felt. She didn’t know if she could ever trust him again but now was the time for him to prove he did. She had no clue what his next move would be.
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Post by Beezlbub on Oct 30, 2005 6:11:04 GMT 9.5
Beezlbub took another step forward. He took a shuddering breath and spoke. "Satan... I-I can't beleive..." He started, but stopped. There was a lump in his throat, a large one that prevented him from finishing his sentance. He walked forward, toward Satan's desk and look at her, his eyes were wide and afraid, it looked like this was the most frightening news he had ever heard.
His body shivered and he knew she wanted him to tell the truth. He wanted to tell the truth too, she deserved the truth. He felt his insides contract, making it painful to breath. His heart raced and his mind spun, it was overwhelming.
He leaned forward and took his lover's hand. "Satan..." He whispered. "my love. If you are going to have this baby I'm going to stay by you. I love you." He had told the truth, his eyes reflected it, his heart eased in it's pumping slightly, but he was still afraid. He was going to be a father...
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Post by Satan on Oct 30, 2005 19:32:54 GMT 9.5
Satan stared into the eyes of her lover looking for any trace of deceit. When she saw none, she sighed in relief. She didn’t like the sound of looking after this kid on her own. “The decision is not mine to make. The kid can not be harmed. Any one who would try would die. I know because people tried to kill me when mum was pregnant with me. They tried everything to make it so I was never born. But every one soon found that you can not kill the Devils spawn. I am Satan and I am the spawn of the Devil and this baby will be the spawn of me so there would be no way even if I did want to get rid of it.” Satan tried to explain but she felt as though she was talking in riddles and wasn’t sure if Beezlbub would understand her.
The room was dark and Satan felt as though her world had fallen apart. When she had made sure she could never die she thought that had meant she could never have kids as well because to make a new generation the old one must die or else the place would get very crowded. But now she had found she can get pregnant obviously and whatever the kid was, boy or girl it would soon grow up and want to know if it would ever rule over the Underworld. The kid would never have that luxury because Satan would never die. It had been made so by a lot of hard work.
“Thank you for sticking bye me. I love you.” And without warning Satan stepped up and walked over to hug Beezlbub. She raped her arms around him and hugged closely. She just stood there with the warmth of him easing her troubled mind. She was going to be a mum and she felt as though she wasn’t grown up enough at all. It was a big responsibility having a kid.
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Post by Beezlbub on Oct 30, 2005 19:45:47 GMT 9.5
Beezlbub heard her explain everything. To him it made sense, since it was going to be Satan's child it was going to be strong and it would know if it was going to be hurt. He understood completely. He sighed when she looked at him, looking a little scared, though he was terrified within.
He knew what Satan was thinking, how her life was falling apart, how nothing would be the same. Yet Beezlbub knew that he was going to be there for her, to be there always. He would make sure that she would never be alone, that she would always have him beside her.
When Satan moved to hug him he accepted. He held her gently, holding her against his chest. "I love you too." He replied. "I promise to always stick by you. I'm your friend as well as your lover." He gave her a gentle squeeze and sighed again. As Satan thought that she wasn't old enough Beezlbub thought the same thing, that he wasn't prepared, that he was too young to be a father.
Yet he knew he was going to be there for his child and his woman. He was going to be there always. He never knew his mother, she had died in childbirth, or his father, who was never even at the birthing and was assumed not to have known about Beezlbub. He was going to make Satan and his baby happy, he was going to have to settle down a little bit and become a father.
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Post by Satan on Oct 30, 2005 20:04:11 GMT 9.5
Satan felt like crying. She couldn’t though and she knew that she probably never would. Living for so many thousand years did that to a person but even though she was that old she still felt as though she was too young to be a mother. Satan still acted like a teenager on speed. Staying up till early hours of the morning partying and drinking was what she did best. O dear god, I’m going to have to give that up now! No more drinking at all! If I do it could harm the baby. Satan thought miserably to herself.
She always wore mini skirts and she had only just settled down with one partner and was already pregnant and in the past he hadn’t been known for being the most reliable boyfriend. Like with the time with Sierra and everything. But Satan knew deep down that he had been truly sorry for what he had done and wouldn’t do it again but it still played in her mind as she thought that as they would both be immortal and they would both be raising this kid for a long time, would he be up to it? Would he find someone after a while that fulfills his desires more? Satan shuddered as Beezlbub mugged her back and suddenly felt very vulnerable and she felt disgusted in herself for ever letting herself get this way.
Satan was wearing black pants with blue fire licking up her legs and black ribbon tying up at the side she was also wearing a red boob tube that had a bleeding black heart on the front. “I guess I wont be able to wear this sort of clothing once the baby gets bigger or else it will look a bit funny.” Satan said trying to make fun of the situation. Something that Beezlbub had said about being her friend as well as lover stuck in Satan’s mind. After the last couple of months that had sort of left Satan’s mind and now she sort of laughed at her self. Of course he is, we have known each other since we were both baby’s ourselves, it would be a little silly if he did just leave.
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Post by Beezlbub on Oct 30, 2005 20:11:49 GMT 9.5
"Oh come on." He responded. "You love wearing that stuff, you shouldn't give it up." He smiled gently down at her and shook his head. "Somehow I can't picture you in anything else." He ran his fingers through her hair and sighed. "You just have to give up drinking for a while. When the baby comes we can have someone look after him or her and we can go out and have some fun."
He brushed some hair out of Satan's face and kissed her gently on the forehead. "I mean, it's our kid isn't it? Imagine how much hell its going to raise as a teenager." He laughed softly before pulling her closer. "And I'm sure, a hundred percent, that you'll make a wonderful mother for our baby."
And he knew, once again, what she was thinking. She was thinking that he would find someone better, someone who would make him happier than her. He guessed it was a good guess with his history, what with all the one night stands it was hard to beleive that Beezlbub would ever want to be with a pregnant woman. Yet he did. He did want to be with Satan, he wanted to be with her forever and he loved her so much.
"Satan, you're perfect for me." He whispered. "I will always love you, I will always be with you."
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Post by Satan on Nov 8, 2005 7:16:21 GMT 9.5
Satan looked at her partner with pleading eyes. She really didn’t know what to believe. She knew it would be a little hard to fit into her clothing once she starts getting a belly. But giving up the drink would be the hardest thing. She knew once the baby came, leaving it with some one would be a little hard. For starters Satan thought the kid might kill the baby sitter if it didn’t like the way the baby sitter worked. Also Satan didn’t know who she could trust to look after the kid to begin with.
Satan remembered her teenage years and knew how much s*** she gave her parents, not so much her dad because he was proud of all the havoc she reeked among the humans and demons but her mother had brake downs all the time from the stress of it all. Hopefully she would be like her dad in that way.
Satan listened to his words and she couldn’t help but feel as though he really deep down didn’t mean them. Even if he thought he did at the time. Only time could tell. She would soon find out how trust worthy he was. Satan knew that they really were the perfect couple. They were the same in so many ways and it seemed they were destined to be but with what happened with Sierra she just couldn’t get it out of her head.
She thought she should say something. “I know you love me.” That was true. Even if he hadn’t always shown it she knew he felt it. She had the power of empathy but even without that it wasn’t hard to see. The way he looked at her showed her everything. “I love you to.” Satan told him. She did mean it as well. She wouldn’t say it if she didn’t mean it. She never had said it unless she meant it. “I just don’t want to raise this kid on my own. Please don’t hurt me again.” She told him and hugged into him.
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Post by Beezlbub on Nov 8, 2005 10:18:07 GMT 9.5
Beezlbub could see the question forming as he looked into her eyes. He could see what she was thinking, that the memory of his unfaithfulness was still so fresh in her mind. He realized he deserved it, that he had earned distrust, that he deserved never to be trusted again, always second guessed. When the actual question went through her lips Beezlbub felt his heart break. "I won't..." He said sadly. "I really am sorry i hurt you." He leaned down and kissed Satan gently. "Satan, I will be by you forever... I want to raise our baby with you..."
He held her close, his heart breaking. He would be there with Satan until the end. He wanted to propose to her, he wanted to marry her, but he knew better. He knew that she would think he'd be only asking for her hand because of the baby and not because he loved her. He knew that he would have to wait for the right time, probably after the baby was born.
Beezlbub also knew it was going to be hard raising their kid. He hoped they would still be able to go out every once and a while, have fun, drink, when the baby came. He hoped she would still want intimacy, his love, when she was in pregnancy.
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Post by Satan on Nov 11, 2005 18:01:07 GMT 9.5
A chill ran through the whole room, Satan knew she had broken his heart by saying those words but she knew they had to have been said and if he had been able to control himself to begin with she wouldn’t have had to say it. What he was feeling now was only a sample of what she had felt at the time.
After that night, the weeks rolled by. Soon she had a little baby bump and she giggled as she looked into a long mirror in Beezlbub’s room. It started at the floor and reached up to the ceiling. “Isn’t it cute?” Satan asked Beezlbub one day. Beezlbub was sitting on the bed watching Satan admiring the baby growing inside of herself. Satan was wearing a long sleeved black top which she had picked up somewhere. It was an actual top for pregnant people and Satan felt very weird in it.
She still worked away in her office all the time but it was getting harder to concentrate and she was getting morning sickness more and more. It got to the stage where She would just skip mornings and just sleep in, Best bit about working for yourself. Satan thought to herself as she sat at her desk one day.
At Satan’s place once when Beezlbub was over they were thinking of baby names. “What do you think of Zaida if it’s a girl? It’s an Arabic name it means good fortune, it’s pretty cool or Jaser if it’s a boy, it means fearless, it's Arabic, or I thought of this really awesome name the other day. It’s Mannol. I don’t know where I pulled that one from though.” Satan explained to Beezlbub. They were laying on her king sized four-post bed. Satan did know what the baby was but she liked keeping Beezlbub in the suspense. Satan had known it for a while. She found out that it wasn’t her choice either. She felt inside that she knew what it was. Satan had wanted to wait and find out when it was born but either way it didn’t worry her.
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Post by Beezlbub on Nov 15, 2005 17:20:06 GMT 9.5
Beezlbub shrugged. "Mannol is okay." He said in usual fashion. "I'd suggest a few others, I've been partial to Azrael or Samael for a boy, Lillith or Murmur for a girl..." The handsome demon shrugged again. "But you should make the decision, not me."
He sprawled out over his bed and sighed. He hadn't been to the bar for ages, ever since Satan got pregnant. He had decided that it was the best way to be supportive. He also decided to spend much more time with her, doing things like shopping, going to the doctor, and other stuff he'd never do unless she was pregnant.
Beezlbub hated shopping, especially for women stuff. He didn't mind buying himself some clothes every few months or a gift for Satan, but he despised spending the day at the mall shopping for maturnaty clothes. He also hated going to the doctor's office for Satan's baby checks, the sanitized smell of the office made him gag.
He rolled over and held Satan close. "Love you." He whispered. He paused and looked at her. "Satan, I've been meaning to ask you something..."
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Post by Satan on Nov 15, 2005 18:42:15 GMT 9.5
Satan thought about it. She decided she was going to call the baby Mannol because it was the most random name she had thought of so far. She just felt as though it was right. She knew Beezlbub should have say in it but Satan was sure that’s what she wanted it to be called if it was a boy.
Satan knew how much Beezlbub hated all the things they were doing at the moment and she was so grateful for his suport. She hated going shopping for maternity ware as well coz every time she tried on a top she saw how fat she was getting. It sort of freaked her out every now and again, hopping as much as ever that once the baby was out the fat would go so she could ware her old clothes again.
Satan realized how much Beezlbub hated doctors, heck, she wasn’t fond of them either and hated it just as much as he did. She knew that if it wasn’t for the fact he loved her he wouldn’t go even if he was about to die. Satan thought he would probably rather die. It made her love him even more knowing that though.
She loved how Beezlbub would go every where with her and now realized the full extent of how much he really did care about her. Satan would always probably have that little nagging voice in her head saying he is going to hurt her again, but it was getting less now after all he had done. “I love you to. And about what sweetie?” Satan asked as she rolled over on his bed to face him.
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