Post by Alexis on Mar 6, 2006 16:33:29 GMT 9.5
Alone, sitting on the end of the world with an empty bottle in on hand and covering another hiccup with the other.
There were 100 or more empty bottles of whisky sitting around her as she dangled her legs over the edge of time and space.
She was wearing a black mini dress that had shoelace straps and went just below her torso.
Alexis also had on black boots that went up to her knees, tying all the way up.
Her dark black eyes glistened with small pools of tears as her shiny jet black hair covered her face hiding her emotions like a willow tree.
Monsters swam about in the abyss of nothing snapping at her hear and there, she just sat and didn’t care.
Here and there the different kinds of monsters, they were snake like and dog like and some were as green as grass and others crimson like blood boiling over the edge of humanity.
Alexis smiled unconcerned like into nothing and thought miserably about how life had treated her so unkindly.
She wished that something could come take her hand and make her feel alive again, for she had died so many years ago she now didn’t even know how long it had been for once dead, mortal time had meant nothing to her.
Unlike Saraneth her partner, who counted every living day that went past and knew exactly how old he was.
Alexis thought him pathetic in ways. He cared too much for a Vampire and it made her sick. A person really shouldn’t get so attached to one person as it could cause so many problems. Even if he did say it was her he cared for. She didn’t really believe it.
There had been spoken of that another Vampire was heading into their midst and Alexis wondered how long it would be, before Saraneth ditched her for the new one.
How could time just stay still and never move when you are sitting on the brink of death but it never would come.
How she wanted to leave this plain, for no one really loved her at all.
Alexis thought about how easy it could be to just jump off the edge and never have to worry about anything again for she would forever bee in the darkness.
Really Alexis should just stop drinking like this but it was a good time to wash off her hate and anger for the world in one go.
She didn’t feel love, only pleasure and she didn’t get upset in a way, just so frustrated and angry that she couldn’t help but cry.
When that happened she would cover her face so no one could see it, for she never wanted anyone to see her at a weak point.
Instead of it being in a town where she would kill the entire world in one go, it was better she was hear other wise she would die of starvation because there would be no one left to eat. If she was to leave this earth one day, she wanted it to be like that.
But for now she enjoyed life to much and didn’t want to find out what was in store for her once she left, though as her best friend was Satan herself, it wouldn’t be too bad.
Alexis loved the passion and sensation of sex and the way the blood pored down her throat when she killed another innocent victim.
Her favourite being small children as they were the most innocent of all and their blood had yet been tainted by the unholiness of life.
Alexis laid back to stare out unto the sky and watched a flying star wiz past and she wished for a person to love her far all she was and not be forever giving her mixed signals as her Saraneth tended to do.
Another bottle of whisky formed in her hand and she ripped the top off with her teeth, crushing the glass as she bit down making her bleed a tad.
It healed almost at once and she just smiled at the pain, making her somewhat erotic.
She sipped at the bottle then placed it down at her side and said allowed in a huge voice “f*** the world and every one in it!”
There were 100 or more empty bottles of whisky sitting around her as she dangled her legs over the edge of time and space.
She was wearing a black mini dress that had shoelace straps and went just below her torso.
Alexis also had on black boots that went up to her knees, tying all the way up.
Her dark black eyes glistened with small pools of tears as her shiny jet black hair covered her face hiding her emotions like a willow tree.
Monsters swam about in the abyss of nothing snapping at her hear and there, she just sat and didn’t care.
Here and there the different kinds of monsters, they were snake like and dog like and some were as green as grass and others crimson like blood boiling over the edge of humanity.
Alexis smiled unconcerned like into nothing and thought miserably about how life had treated her so unkindly.
She wished that something could come take her hand and make her feel alive again, for she had died so many years ago she now didn’t even know how long it had been for once dead, mortal time had meant nothing to her.
Unlike Saraneth her partner, who counted every living day that went past and knew exactly how old he was.
Alexis thought him pathetic in ways. He cared too much for a Vampire and it made her sick. A person really shouldn’t get so attached to one person as it could cause so many problems. Even if he did say it was her he cared for. She didn’t really believe it.
There had been spoken of that another Vampire was heading into their midst and Alexis wondered how long it would be, before Saraneth ditched her for the new one.
How could time just stay still and never move when you are sitting on the brink of death but it never would come.
How she wanted to leave this plain, for no one really loved her at all.
Alexis thought about how easy it could be to just jump off the edge and never have to worry about anything again for she would forever bee in the darkness.
Really Alexis should just stop drinking like this but it was a good time to wash off her hate and anger for the world in one go.
She didn’t feel love, only pleasure and she didn’t get upset in a way, just so frustrated and angry that she couldn’t help but cry.
When that happened she would cover her face so no one could see it, for she never wanted anyone to see her at a weak point.
Instead of it being in a town where she would kill the entire world in one go, it was better she was hear other wise she would die of starvation because there would be no one left to eat. If she was to leave this earth one day, she wanted it to be like that.
But for now she enjoyed life to much and didn’t want to find out what was in store for her once she left, though as her best friend was Satan herself, it wouldn’t be too bad.
Alexis loved the passion and sensation of sex and the way the blood pored down her throat when she killed another innocent victim.
Her favourite being small children as they were the most innocent of all and their blood had yet been tainted by the unholiness of life.
Alexis laid back to stare out unto the sky and watched a flying star wiz past and she wished for a person to love her far all she was and not be forever giving her mixed signals as her Saraneth tended to do.
Another bottle of whisky formed in her hand and she ripped the top off with her teeth, crushing the glass as she bit down making her bleed a tad.
It healed almost at once and she just smiled at the pain, making her somewhat erotic.
She sipped at the bottle then placed it down at her side and said allowed in a huge voice “f*** the world and every one in it!”